Life

Just trying to figure things out. Sometimes I think it would be so nice not to have ADHD or a learning disability because then my life would be a bit easier. I am thankful for the church I go to and the friends I made. I also am thankful for my small group. But at times I think it would be nice to have friends here who really truly understand me and my shortcoming. Lately I have been struggling with unforgiveness of friendship that ended and I have some bitterness as well. I feel alone and I know God is with me but I feel like HE is so far away. I am really not sure what I am supposed to do anymore. I need God to take full control of my life. I want and need Him to be the center of my life. I'm thankful for my family and friends on twitter and Facebook.